A day of rain; somebody passes my gate with irises

City Band - - Ezzay

2012-01-17T23:45:00.001+02:00

Brilliant! Thumbs up !

يوميات الشارع الأردني

2011-12-28T15:32:00.007+02:00

إذا عندك رخصة أو إنت مواطن و عندك سيارة بالأردن أو إنك بتفضل المشي على السيارة أو ركبت تاكسي أو باص كوستر أو إنك بس طلعت عالشارع .. فاعلم إنك راح تنبسط كتير!

لانك راح يكون عندك الفرصة تتعلم فنون ومهارات جديدة. وكما يتيح لك الشارع الأردني تعلم لغة الإشارة واضافة مصطلحات جديدة لقاموسك.

بنعرف إنه الجزر بيقوي النظر .. بس عمرك فكرت شو الإشي اللي بيقوي السمع ؟ إنه أكتر صوت بتسمعه بالشارع الأردني و هو الزامور
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الزامور بالأردن ممكن يكون اله سبب مبرر وهادي الحالة بتشكيل 2.5% من حالات التزمير. أما الحالات الأخرى فـبتنقسم بين 45% شتائم لكسر الحواجز بين السائقين, و 52.5% زامور لحظة تحول لون ضوءالإشارة المرورية إلا اللون البرتقالي

بالنسبه ل "لمين الاولويه" بالدووار أو بالتقاطع أو بـأي الشي .. فـلا بد ان تعلم إنه الاولويه أولا لسائق التاكسي أو باص كوستر. ومن ثمة مثل "قانون الغاب" بيكون الطريق للأقوى!

من احدى الشخصيات المهمه اللي بتتعرف عليها بالشارع الأردني, وبالعاده هو لا يقتني سيارة, دوره إنه يمشي بالشارع. في حال إنه بده يقطع الشارع, فـبيكون اسمه "كاميكازي" والكاميكازي هو شخص انتحاري يفضل قطع الشارع من امام السيارة المارة أو عند باب النفق.
أما في حال مشيه بالشارع (لا على الرصيف) في الليل وهو يلبس داكنة فـهو"الرجل المستحيل"..

وهناك أيضًا السائق اللي بيصف وراك و إنت صاف السيارة , و بتضل تبحث عنه بـكل المحلات المجاورة وطبعا لما تلاقيه بيطلع وما بتطلع عليك ولا بتلفظ بـأي كلمه اعتذر وهذا هو الرجل خفيف الظل!

من معدات السيارة الأردنيه غماز, وهو يعتبر زيه زي الظو الزنون , بـمعنى إنه مجرد اكسسوار!!

أما المراية فـهيه لممارسة هوية الجحر عند بعض السائقين!

فوز حبجوقة

Dear blogger!

2011-07-12T22:36:00.003+03:00

Oh boy! I missed my blog!!

1. I have been extremely busy.
2. I have been extremely busy.
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101. I have been extremely busy.

Ramadan has finally arrived! I can't believe that a year has passed already!!
Loads of stuff has changed.. *Al-7amdulellah* =] The holy month is the first month in MY calender.. it's the sun that lights my year and soul..
People celebrate new years, and set their "New Year's Resolutions"..
While I celebrate "Ramadan", and set my own "Ramadan's Resolution" =]

My grandmother, grandfather and my beloved uncle passed away last year.. I'm not over it yet.. but I'm sure they're in a better place *Insha'Allah*.. I dreamed the 3 of them.. each dream was somehow a sign that they're doing great =')

3enna new member in the familia, My cutest nephew "Baby Owais" =]

I got a job! yaaay! =p an English teacher in Stepping Stone Pre-school =]

I got engaged! *hush hush*! now I have two families! yaaaay! ^^

I'm a Kick-boxer now!! =D I started taking kickboxing classes which is simply.. AWESOME!!
My couch calls me "Al Motawa7esheh" xD (p.s: that's a compliment xD)

Yesterday I went to 3a2esha Mosque =') It felt great to perform al Taraweeh prayers there. I really missed Ramadan, n missed the mosque <3

so long!

عالمي الصغير

2011-01-26T22:01:00.005+02:00

من فرحتي نثرتُ أوراقي و رحت أجول بين بسمة و اخرى..
ترقرقت عيناي من جمال بعض الأوراق التي لم أنسها برغم السنين الماضية..
وتعالى صوت ضحكاتي على سخافة بعضها..
لملمت أوراقي ببسمة جميلة ملأت قلبي فراشات متلألئة
تاركةً باقي الأوراق، أو لنقول أنها كانت قصاصات..
لا أدري بأي حماقة تسللت و لوثت أوراقي..
فكبريائي أطلقها لتسير و تجول بحرية بالفلك الكبير..
لا أدري أين هي..
فهي من قصاصات النسيان..
لربما وجدت لها مئوىً أو ملاذاً في جزيرة منسية ضائعة..
بعيداً عن أوراقي الجميلة الرائعة..
فهي لم و لن تعنيني..
مضيت بأوراقي الرائعة..
وأفسحت المجال لا لورقة،أو قصاصة..
بل لفصل جديد..
ليكون كالقمر المنير..
وسط النجوم الكثيرة المتماثلة..

♥ جوليا بطرس

2011-01-19T15:48:00.002+02:00

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iRead (1)

2010-12-27T15:04:00.006+02:00

I couple of weeks ago I finished reading "By The River Piedra I Sat Down And Wept" ~ By Paulo Coelho.

Here are some of my favorite excerpts from the book:

“Some people always have to be doing battle with someone, sometimes even with themselves, battling with their own lives. So they begin to create a kind of play in their head, and they write the script based on their frustrations.”

“Life takes us by surprise and orders us to move toward the unknown--even when we don't want to and when we think we don't need to."

"I began to imagine how I would like to be living right at that moment. I wanted to be happy, curious,joyful-living every moment intensely, drinking the water of life thirstily. Believing again in my dreams. Able to fight for what I wanted.

"If pain must come, may it come quickly. Because I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best way possible."

"I will not talk to my own darkness anymore, I promised myself, closing the door on the Other. A fall from the third floor hurts as much as a fall from the hundredth. If I have to fall, may it be from a high place."

"Break the glass, I thought to myself, because it is a symbolic gesture. Try to understand that within myself, things were breaking of much more importance than a glass, and I’m happy for that. Look to your own inner struggles and break this glass."

"You have to take risks. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen."
Every day, God gives us the sun - and also one moment in which we have the ability to change everything that makes us unhappy.
Every day, we try to pretend that we haven’t perceived the moment, that it doesn’t exist – that today is the same as yesterday and will be the same as tomorrow. But if people really pay attention in their everyday lives, they will discover that magic moment. It may arrive in the instant when we are doing something mundane, like putting our front-door key in the lock; it may lie hidden in the quiet that follows the lunch hour or in the thousand and one things that all seems the same to us. But that moment exists – a moment when all the power of the stars becomes a part of us and enables us to perform miracles.
Joy is sometimes a blessing, but it is often a conquest. Our magic moment help us to change and sends us off in search of our dreams. Yes, we are going to suffer, we will have difficult times, and we will experience many disappointments – but all of this is transitory it leaves no permanent mark. And one day we will look back with pride and faith at the journey we have taken.
Pitiful is the person who is afraid of taking risks. Perhaps this person will never be disappointed or disillusioned; perhaps she won’t suffer the way people do when they have a dream to follow. But when that person looks back – and at some point everyone looks back – she will hear her heart saying, “What have you done with the miracles that God planted in your days? What have you done with the talents God bestowed on you? You buried yourself in a cave because you were fearful of losing those talents. So this is your heritage; the certainty that you wasted your life.
Pitiful are the people who must realize this. Because when they are finally able to believe in miracles, their life's magic moments will have already passed them by."

Contradictions

2010-12-04T23:27:00.003+02:00

Covered by dust..
her thoughts about the future..
drifting into the unknown..
Little star was feeling insecure..

Love n hatred..
Longing n loathing..
Admission n denial
Certainty n uncertainty
Joy n boredom..
Excitement n sorrow..
All wrapped around her..

Shining despite of the dust..
Through her rays of faith..

أيامُنا تمضي

2010-11-20T14:42:00.010+02:00

تمضي بنا الأيام..
و تسيرنا الحياة في طريق مجهول..
قد تتخبطنا بعض العثرات في طريقنا..
و قد تتشبث بنا بعض القيود..
و حينها نضطر إما إلى مواجهتها برغم الظلام ..
برغم الندوب..
أو أن نترك قيودها الدامية تحول بيننا و بين مضينا قدما..

تمضي بنا الأيام..
هاجرةً قناديل مطفئةً بلا نور..
تزيد ظلمة طريقنا ظلمةً..
تاركةً لنا إختيار الظلام..
أو إضاءة القناديل..

تمضي بنا الأيام..
معلمةً الجميع السير على الأرض..
فإما أن نطأطئ أعيننا إلى أقدامنا..
أو أن نحلق وراء النجوم و أقدامنا تسير على الأرض..

فوز حبجوقه

iHate (III)

2010-10-23T20:41:00.004+03:00

Since this is my blog n it's my personal space I can say whatever I want =p

The other day I was talkin' with a friend of mine about facebook.. He said that, "facebook explores a lot about personality", I agree with that. But it's really a doubled-edged sword.
I love that Facebook connects people.. u know, stayin' in touch with my family n friends, n those who live abroad. Forget the fact that's it's way too addictive, even when I have nothing to do on Facebook, I keep on refreshing my homepage!

What I really hate is that some people are really silly!!
I know that people who know me would LOL if they heard me sayin' that, because I do silly n funny stuff all the time.. but what I meant about "silliness" is those people who distort Love.. Ya3ni those feelings are supposed to be sacred, not to be published in the home page! I mean what's the point of expressing ur feelings to ur"BF\GF" in front of everyone? r u "showing off" or what?! =p

Don't get me wrong, I'm not against love! =p but as I said, "Love is sacred"!

Another thin' iHate about some people on FB.. is that they just love criticizing.. and the problem is that they criticize others for stuff they do too!!

ah! I almost forgot! iHate it when some stupid people add me n ask me who I am! O.o

Khalas enough with the "iHate".. so long! xD

Sigh

2010-08-29T01:57:00.006+03:00

*Sigh*
I dunno how to express the way I feel..
I guess..
that I'm..
pretty sure..
fallin in love with..
"The Holy Month of Ramadan"..

Ramadan has a beautiful halo.. Shining spiritually upon little hearts, filling them with everything they need, to realize how amazing our greatest Islam is <3

I've never really felt like this before. I mean, where have I been all those years? I've wasted so many years unaware of the true value of Ramadan..

Ramadan.. the "Golden Opportunity".. a true "Gift" from Allah -The most gracious-.

It's been said that you can "Change Almost Anything in twenty-one Days....". So what if they're not just 21 days, but a month to surly make you change all the bad habits, bad temper,..etc. And also to get even closer to Allah and truly fulfill our Islamic obligations.

I'm so gonna miss Ramadan.. Especially the Taraweeh prayers at Aysha mosque.

Allah yTHabbetna ba3ed Ramadan [Amen].

Blah! =p

2010-06-09T23:17:00.002+03:00

Why don't we all just treat each other in a nice way?!
Sometimes you wonder why they are treatin' you in this i-don't-know-what-to-call-it way, and start givin' them excuses enno maybe they're busy, not in the mood, etc..
They try keenly to make you feel bad !
bas la2! zawwadooha ya3ni !! Some people are just ill-hearted i guess! or maybe they don't feel good knowin' that you're better than them! or maybe they're jealous that you're loved by people and they're not! LOL! =p
Since I have to deal with them, I'm gonna keep treatin' them nicely and in the best way also..
and it's up to them to treat me in the way they want.. am not gonna be like them..
and u know what? it's their loss!! they are sick minded, ill-hearted, and they don't know how to enjoy their lives XD!
Ray7o 7alkom ya jama3a, 'nd get a life XD!
Beh aslan =p

Gönül salıncağı

2010-05-03T16:05:00.003+03:00

Yanağım yanağında, dudağım dudağında
Salla beni sevgilim gönül salıncağında
Başım dönsün,herşey dönsün salla beni
Dünyam dönsün gönül salıncağında
Aşkında varsa payım söyle neler yapayım
Sallasana doyayım gönül salıncağında
Başım dönsün,herşey dönsün salla beni
Dünyam dönsün gönül salıncağında
Gözlerimi kapayım derdimi unutayım
Salla beni uçayım gönül salıncağında
Başım dönsün,herşey dönsün salla beni
Dünyam dönsün gönül salıncağında
Aa.. Gönül salıncağında..

Nezar (I) ..

2010-04-13T02:23:00.007+03:00

I removed a couple of words from the poem..
U know.."Nezar"..

محاولات قتل امرأة لا تقتل

وعدتُكِ أن لا أُحِبَّكِ..
ثُمَّ أمامَ القرار الكبيرِ، جَبُنْتْ
وعدتُكِ أن لا أعودَ...
وعُدْتْ...
وأن لا أموتَ اشتياقاً
ومُتّْ
وعدتُ مراراً
وقررتُ أن أستقيلَ مراراً
ولا أتذكَّرُ أني اسْتَقَلتْ...

2
وعدتُ بأشياء أكبرَ منّي..
فماذا غداً ستقولُ الجرائدُ عنّي؟
أكيدٌ.. ستكتُبُ أنّي جُنِنْتْ..
أكيدٌ.. ستكتُبُ أنّي انتحرتْ
وعدتُكِ..
أن لا أكونَ ضعيفاً... وكُنتْ..
وأن لا أقولَ بعينيكِ شعراً..
وقُلتْ...
وعدتُ بأَنْ لا ...
وأَنْ لا..
وأَنْ لا ...
وحين اكتشفتُ غبائي.. ضَحِكْتْ...

3
وَعَدْتُكِ..
أن لا أُبالي بشَعْرِكِ حين يمرُّ أمامي
وحين تدفَّقَ كالليل فوق الرصيفِ..
صَرَخْتْ..
وعدتُكِ..
أن أتجاهَلَ عَيْنَيكِ ، مهما دعاني الحنينْ
وحينَ رأيتُهُما تُمطرانِ نجوماً...
شَهَقْتْ...
وعدتُكِ..
أنْ لا أوجِّهَ أيَّ رسالة حبٍ إليكِ..
ولكنني – رغم أنفي – كتبتْ
وعَدْتُكِ..
أن لا أكونَ بأيِ مكانٍ تكونينَ فيهِ..
وحين عرفتُ بأنكِ مدعوةٌ للعشاءِ..
ذهبتْ..
وعدتُكِ أن لا أُحِبَّكِ..
كيفَ؟
وأينَ؟
وفي أيِّ يومٍ تُراني وَعَدْتْ؟
لقد كنتُ أكْذِبُ من شِدَّة الصِدْقِ،
والحمدُ لله أني كَذَبْتْ....

4
وَعَدْتُ..
بكل بُرُودٍ.. وكُلِّ غَبَاءِ
بإحراق كُلّ الجسور ورائي
وقرّرتُ بالسِّرِ، قَتْلَ جميع النساءِ
وأعلنتُ حربي عليكِ.
وحينَ رفعتُ السلاحَ
انْهَزَمتْ..
وحين رأيتُ يَدَيْكِ المُسالمْتينِ..
اختلجتْ..
وَعَدْتُ بأنْ لا .. وأنْ لا .. وأنْ لا ..
وكانت جميعُ وعودي
دُخَاناً ، وبعثرتُهُ في الهواءِ.

5
وَغَدْتُكِ..
أن لا أُتَلْفِنَ ليلاً إليكِ
وأنْ لا أفكّرَ فيكِ، إذا تمرضينْ
وأنْ لا أخافَ عليكْ
وأن لا أقدَّمَ ورداً...
وَتَلْفَنْتُ ليلاً.. على الرغم منّي..
وأرسلتُ ورداً.. على الرغم منّي..
وعدتُ بأنْ لا.. وأنْ لا .. وأنْ لا..
وحين اكتشفتُ غبائي ضحكتْ...

6
وَعَدْتُ...
بذبحِكِ خمسينَ مَرَّهْ..
وحين رأيتُ الدماءَ تُغطّي ثيابي
تأكَّدتُ أنّي الذي قد ذُبِحْتْ..
فلا تأخذيني على مَحْمَلِ الجَدِّ..
مهما غضبتُ.. ومهما انْفَعَلْتْ..
ومهما اشْتَعَلتُ.. ومهما انْطَفَأْتْ..
لقد كنتُ أكذبُ من شدّة الصِدْقِ
والحمدُ لله أنّي كَذَبتْ...

7
وعدتُكِ.. أن أحسِمَ الأمرَ فوْراً..
وحين رأيتُ الدموعَ تُهَرْهِرُ من مقلتيكِ..
ارتبكْتْ..
وحين رأيتُ الحقائبَ في الأرضِ،
أدركتُ أنَّكِ لا تُقْتَلينَ بهذي السُهُولَهْ
فأنتِ البلادُ .. وأنتِ القبيلَهْ..
وأنتِ القصيدةُ قبلَ التكوُّنِ،
أنتِ الدفاترُ.. أنتِ المشاويرُ.. أنت الطفولَهْ..
وأنتِ نشيدُ الأناشيدِ..
أنتِ المزاميرُ..
أنتِ المُضِيئةُ..

8
وَعَدْتُ..
بإلغاء عينيْكِ من دفتر الذكرياتِ
ولم أكُ أعلمُ أنّي سأُلغي حياتي
ولم أكُ أعلمُ أنِك..
- رغمَ الخلافِ الصغيرِ – أنا..
وأنّي أنتْ..
وَعَدْتُكِ أن لا أُحبّكِ...
- يا للحماقةِ -
ماذا بنفسي فعلتْ؟
لقد كنتُ أكذبُ من شدّة الصدقِ،
والحمدُ لله أنّي كَذَبتْ...

9
وَعَدْتُكِ..
أنْ لا أكونَ هنا بعد خمس دقائقْ..
ولكنْ.. إلى أين أذهبُ؟
إنَّ الشوارعَ مغسولةٌ بالمَطَرْ..
إلى أينَ أدخُلُ؟
إن مقاهي المدينة مسكونةٌ بالضَجَرْ..
إلى أينَ أُبْحِرُ وحدي؟
وأنتِ البحارُ..
وأنتِ القلوعُ..
وأنتِ السَفَرْ..
فهل ممكنٌ..
أن أظلَّ لعشر دقائقَ أخرى
لحين انقطاع المَطَرْ؟
أكيدٌ بأنّي سأرحلُ بعد رحيل الغُيُومِ
وبعد هدوء الرياحْ..
وإلا..
سأنزلُ ضيفاً عليكِ
إلى أن يجيءَ الصباحْ....

10
وعدتُكِ..
أن لا أحبَّكِ، مثلَ المجانين، في المرَّة الثانيَهْ
وأن لا أُهاجمَ مثلَ العصافيرِ..
أشجارَ تُفّاحكِ العاليَهْ..
وأن لا أُمَشّطَ شَعْرَكِ – حين تنامينَ –
يا قطّتي الغاليَهْ..
وعدتُكِ، أن لا أُضيعَ بقيّة عقلي
وعدتُ بكبْح جماح جُنوني
ويُسْعدني أنني لا أزالُ
شديدَ التطرُّفِ حين أُحِبُّ...
تماماً، كما كنتُ في المرّة الماضيَهْ..

11
وَعَدْتُكِ..
أن لا أخبئَ وجهي..
بغابات شَعْرِكِ طيلةَ عامْ..
وأن لا أصيد المحارَ بشُطآن عينيكِ طيلةَ عامْ..
فكيف أقولُ كلاماً سخيفاً كهذا الكلامْ؟
وعيناكِ داري.. ودارُ السَلامْ.
وكيف سمحتُ لنفسي بجرح شعور الرخامْ؟
وبيني وبينكِ..
خبزٌ.. وملحٌ..
وسَكْبُ نبيذٍ.. وشَدْوُ حَمَامْ..
وأنتِ البدايةُ في كلّ شيءٍ..
ومِسْكُ الختامْ..

12
وعدتُكِ..
أنْ لا أعودَ .. وعُدْتْ..
وأنْ لا أموتَ اشتياقاً..
ومُتّ..
وعدتُ بأشياءَ أكبرَ منّي
فماذا بنفسي فعلتْ؟
لقد كنتُ أكذبُ من شدّة الصدقِ،

والحمدُ للهِ أنّي كذبتْ

P.S...

2010-04-04T17:07:00.008+03:00

This picture describes when you face something in your life, that kinda makes you happy and sad at the same time.. it describes how when you were just a lil kid swingin' on the play ground, all you wanned to happen is grownin' up.. and when it hits you that you're an adult, and you're a grown up, you just don't really realize when happened.. because there's still that lil kid inside you.. you're still that lil child, but with more responsibilities and bigger problems..

Sometimes you really wanna go back.. because you just miss that kid..
When you used to have dreams.. when you used to trust people and know nothing while believing that everything is possible.. when things weren't mixed up.. when you used to sleep without lying in bed for hours thinkin' about everything.. about an unknown future or a chain pulling you back to the past..
When there were things that you used to say that "I will wait FOR ..." become things that "I Will FORget about ..."..

Eylem Aktaş – Gururu Yenemedik ♥

2010-02-19T01:02:00.008+02:00

♥Çok Güzel !♥

Ben onu severim !
SÜÜÜÜÜÜÜÜÜÜÜÜPER GÜZEL
*♥_♥*

Those words are like, *awww* ='( !
Is it that..
I Can't get red of my "gururu"?!
*Aşk VS Gururu*
Maybe Gururu is my bad sometimes..
So I guess Aşk takes the second place..

Yenemedik gururu yenemedik
Daha düşemedik biz aşka
Bilemedik geçmişi silemedik
Daha gelemedik biz aşka
Aşka izin ver tanısın yüzünü erisin gözyaşlarım düşsünn bırak
Demir yüreğim dinlenecek görecek suretini yüreğinde
Sen benden geçsen de olur
Ahh vazgeçsende bu canda durur
Aşk bekler gururuna yol ver
Sevdam yakar yanar bu şehirler
Bırak ne olur gözyaşım yüzümü bulur
Sevdan izim olsun
Yolunu bulurum karışır deli sulara
Aşsın bırak akar yüreğim
Ah sel olur dokunur yar senin yüreğine
Sığındığım kıyılarına
Ah derman ol yaralarıma
Aşk bekler gururuna yol ver
Sevdam yakar yanar bu şehirler …”
Bırak ne olur gözyaşım yüzümü bulur

iHate (II)

2010-02-08T16:10:00.004+02:00

iHate you Umniah..
iHate you Zain..
STOP WAKING ME UP :@ !!

iHate waking up in the middle of my dream!
iHate even more when I wake up in the middle of an AWESOME dream!
iHate it when YOU stupid UMNIAH send me a stupid sms and wake me up during my dreams!
iHate it to wake up when the BEST part is about to happen!
iHate to realize that my dream wasn't real "( !!

Today I was dreamin'.. and it was AMAZING!!!
and I woke up.. because of you Umniah :@ :@ :@ !!!

Movies Assignment XD!

2010-02-03T22:10:00.008+02:00

I Have a bunch of dvds... Hmmm.. ALL OVER MY ROOM lol! =p
So far I've watched those movies:

1. Sherlock Holmes:
is my very favorite movie so far. Simply, brilliant !!

2. Law Abiding Citizen:
Well I TOTALLY recommend this movie! It gets two big burly thumbs up! Gerard Butler fitted the role perfectly. A part of it has reminded me of "Saw" =p but it's way too different. Bottom line, am lovin' it.

3.Avatar:
To tell u the truth, when I saw the trailer i was lyk "-_-! I hate those kinda weird ugly creatures". And I'm not into those kinda movies.. But after seeing it, I loved it. Actually I love the hidden political messages in it. (Or actually they're not really "Hidden")

4. The Blind Side:
Marvellous. Very touching and a tearjerker kinda movie. I loved the fact that it's based on a true story. A beautiful new bond of love.

5. 2012:
It keeps your eyes wide open. It reminded me of two songs..Neckelback's song, "If Today Was You Last Day", and also Ronan Keating's song "If Tomorrow Never Comes".

6.He's Just Not That Into You:
I like it! It's SO MUCH true! It shows how women keep on analyzing the behaviors of men. Which is so puzzling, that "women" waste their time! Analyzing and givin' excuses and Blaaaaa Blaaa Blaaa for a dead end relationship =p enno 5alas, it's simple, "He's Just Not That Into You"!
But the funny thing about the movie.. the subtitiles were like "Google translation" or actually WORSE! but it' was SOOOO FUNNY! One of the guys was talkin' with his GF, and he said:"Honey..", they translated it "العسل" O_o! and everytime the word "gonna"was said, it was translated "الجمعية العامة" HAHA!! Don't ask me how!!!

7. Couples Retreat:
Simply.. a waste of time!
8.Up In The Air:
It's a nice movie.. but it's kinda... I don't know =p

9.The Men Who Stare At Goats:
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O_O !!! STUPID !!!!
the best thing I've read about this movies is, "

How to Make the Best Trailer for the Worst Movie"

If you decide to watch it, you gotta check this out first,
http://www.cinemaspartan.com/2009/11/the-men-who-stare-at-goats/

♥Sherlock Holmes THE MOVIE♥

2010-01-16T20:22:00.008+02:00

The other day I went to the movies to watch any movie.. and I was like, hmm lets watch Sherlock Holmes..
and to tell you the truth...
I Love it I Love it, and I Love it !!
It's my favorite new movie ++ !! Everything about it was amazing: story, cinematography; soundtracks ... It kept me engaged from beginning to end! You can't look down at your popcorn for too long during this one =p

Sherlock Holmes is a funny and witty character! I love his fight scenes, especially the part when a fighter spit at the back of Sherlock's head, when he says, "This mustn't register on an emotional level. First, Distract target. Then block his blind jab. Counter with cross to left cheek. Discombobulate. Dazed, will attempt wild haymaker. Weaken right jaw. Now fracture. Break cracked ribs. Heel kick to diaphragm. In summary: ears ringing, jaw fractured, 3 ribs cracked, 4 broken, diaphragm hemorrhaging. Physical recovery - 6 weeks. Full psychological recovery - 6 months. Capacity to spit at back of head... neutralized. " AWESOME!

And also when he Holmes says to Watson : "It's a matter of professional integrity! No girl wants to marry a doctor who can't tell if a man's dead or not."

I loved every second of the movie! It was way too entertaining, smart and well put together!
I cant wait to own it on dvd.

Y Es Que No Puedo Olvidar..

2010-01-01T02:24:00.003+02:00

أستغفر الله

2009-12-29T00:36:00.010+02:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQzA9cB6Sis
أستغفر الله من ذنب يؤرقني
ويطرد النوم عن عيني ويحزنني
أستغفر الله من ذنب يؤرقني
ويطرد النوم عن عيني ويحزنني
أستغفر الله كيف الرب أعصيه
ونعمة منه في الإكرام تغمرني
ونعمة منه في الإكرام تغمرني
***
عين أرى كل شيء فيه معتبر
في آية ذرة فيها تحاورني
تقول من خلق الأشياء من عدم
ورتب الكون والأجرام من زمن
بث النجوم فلا يحصى لها عدد
أجرى لها الفلك الدوار في سند
أزجى الكواكب بينها لها فلك
تدور فيه بغير البطئ والوهن
تدور فيه بغير البطئ والوهن
***

بث المجرات في بحر الفضاء فما
تنفك دائرة من غير ما وسن
أجابها بلسان الحال في دهش
رب السماوات ذو الإحسان والمنن
أستغفر الله من قول بلا عمل
وطاعة جرت الأقدام للعفن
أتوب لله من ذنبي وأسأله
حسن الختام بأن ألقاه في عدن
حسن الختام بأن ألقاه في عدن
***
أستغفر الله من قول بلا عمل
وطاعة جرت الأقدام للعفن
أتوب لله من ذنبي وأسأله
حسن الختام بأن ألقاه في عدن
حسن الختام بأن ألقاه في عدن

iHate (I)

2009-12-05T23:04:00.004+02:00

iHate it when life forces us to miss those we love the most!
iHate it when I can't be with the ones I love in their time of happiness 'nd sorrow..!
iHate it when I must ignore my feelings!

I Miss My sister! AndI really truly miss my beloved cutest lil nephew (Tabba) and niece (MonMon)! Although that those lil monkeys used to drive me mad! But I Love them ♥! He's around 9 , and she's about 2 years old! they moved to KSA a couple months ago! And I miss them so BAD!! She walks and talks now *Mashallah* ='( I really miss hugging MonMon! And I miss fighting with Tabba ='(

And I miss my best friend and brother Mohammad ='(
He's working in Bahrain.. And I miss seeing him everyday, talk to him and just spend sometime with him ='( !
I miss when he used to make me laugh untill my stomach hurts!
I miss the days he used to teach my Japanese and maths!
I miss when he used to cheer me up when I'm feeling blue..!
I miss his sweet caring way of making sure that I'm fine..
I miss our childhood memories.. when used to run and care about nothing but playing and watching cartoon!

Anyways.. I'm about to burst into tears.. lol..
So.. Hmm..
May Allah bless them and Y5alleely yahom ♥

Whatever (III)

2009-10-22T01:47:00.006+03:00

Hmmm.. Well.. Lets see..

I guess this is gonna be a 5abayes post..
Which is one of the 5abayes that keep spinning in my mind every once in a while.. So, u don't have to read this post..

Grrr! Homer Simpson! U worry about nth but Moe's 'nd that bottle of beer =p
lol! anyways..

I sometimes, or, most of the time, wonder about those unanswered questions.. Like, Why did that happen? what would've happen if bla bla bla? or, what if bla bla? u know what I mean.. or maybe you don't know.. but I know! beh!

No seriously..
When you face a problem, any kinda problem.. or you're goin' through an experience, whatever that experience is.. You may wonder why did X do sucha thin'?! or what would've happen if Y did that? why did that happen in 1st place!
All those questions make you confuse..

Then, the next step you start analyzing everythin', by repeatin' the same exact questions over, nd over, 'nd over 'nd over again! and givin' all those possible 'nd impossible answers!

Then, which is the worst part, you start believin' and convincing yourself that those are the right answers for those questions! A clash among the three parties is inevitable! Btw, the three parties are: Questions, answers, and reality.

Well, I told you people that you don't have to read this, but you insisted, so.. it's up to u XD!

And now, tera rera raa! What if, you face two similar things at the same time?! Ya3ni, two packages of unanswered questions at the same time.. aha I'll tell you! there is bound to be a new 'nd a more confusable 'nd inevitable clash! teraaa! Whatta a stupid head-spinning dilemma!

Or, instead of all this trash.. you can hit the pillow 'nd don't give a damn about nth =p

Yallah, go have fun!
Cheers!

"عدد ختمات القرآن"

2009-08-31T02:27:00.004+03:00

الفكرة والهدف : 10 مليون ختمة للقرآن الكريم
(سوف يتم احصائهم .. ستجد عداد يتصدر موقع الأستاذ عمرو خالد )
"عدد ختمات القرآن"

المطلوب:

- قم بتحميل البوستر

- اطبعه وانشره ان استطعت

- ارسله بالبريد الالكتروني لكل معـارفك

- انسخ الموضوع هذا في المنتديات ان احببت

- اختم القرآن

- شجع أفراد أسرتك و أصدقائك علي ختم القرآن

وأخيرا

كل واحد فينا يختم القرآن أو يكون متاكد من أن حد من افراده ختم القراءة يتوجه للموقع

www.amrkhaled.net

My Immortal ..

2009-08-21T22:35:00.006+03:00

Loads of memories are packed in this song.. memories of those past couple of years!
It's kinda odd. You know, I should feel something like hatred maybe, or some kinda pity.. But whatever.. It's kinda odd, that listening to this song makes me feel something running up my spine..

Anyways.. I just LOVE this song.. Especially the acoustic version..
Btw, this song gets me in the writing mood..

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

An awakening...

2009-08-03T01:14:00.001+03:00

قَالَ رَسُولُ اللهِ صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ : (مَنْ أَصْبَحَ مِنْكُمْ آمِنًا فِي سِرْبِهِ ، مُعَافًى فِي جَسَدِهِ ، عِنْدَهُ قُوتُ يَوْمِهِ ، فَكَأَنَّمَا حِيزَتْ لَهُ الدُّنْيَا(

Just take a look at this Hadith.. Isn’t it so much true

I mean, when we’re happy, healthy ‘nd wealthy, we really don’t realize the importance of those blesses! We take those "Blesses" for granted and totally forget to be at least “grateful”! And we’re concerned and worried about silly stuff!! And while we’re surrounded by those blesses, we don’t realize that there are other people who are sufferin’ from hunger, poverty, and diseases!!

Do we have to – La Sama7 Allah- lose one of those blesses to realize the value of it?!

Blesses...

2009-07-29T18:39:00.001+03:00

Around a year ago, I was having one "those" days... We all know that we all have one of those days from time to time... But that was hard for me... I was totally locked with stupid chains! I wasn't really able to move on and get over that hard phase...I've never been like this in my entire life!

El 7amdellah despite of everythin, but am a happy person in general. Even when I go through those kinda hard times, I try to keep the good mood. Ya3ni am not a "drama queen" or something! But that phase wasn't easy... I reached a point were I felt that I was stucked where I was! And I lost that feelin' of bein "Happy"..! But now El 7amdellah, comparing how bad those days were with today, makes me content!

It's a bless el 7amdellah!
I'm grateful for Allah... He sent me those "Beautiful People"!
They're always ready to lend me a shoulder 2 cry on or a listening ear..

They're exactly like my favoriteHaiku..

"A day of rain;
Somebody passes my gate
With irises."

雨の日や　門さげて行く　杜若　　信徳／shintoku

RIP..

2009-07-28T00:42:00.002+03:00

Wanna cry out loud !!!

2009-07-26T01:21:00.001+03:00

Missin' TURKEY!!!

2009-07-11T15:51:00.001+03:00

Summer 2008! The best vacation ever!!! ='(
I wanna relive those dayz!!!!!

Seriously! I'm not in the mood!!

2009-06-15T13:35:00.001+03:00

Well, this is gonna be a silly post! and I have no idea what am gonna write!
All I wanna say is that I really dunno what's goin' on here! Everything's so messed up!! I'm not in the mood for anything! I'm not in the mood for anyone!
So please just back off, alright!!
Lol.. nowhere to run and no where to hide, ha?

I ♥ You..

2009-04-25T23:44:00.002+03:00

Holding your warm body tight, while you’re sleeping in my arms…
Feeling your heartbeats…
Kissing those rose cheeks…
Looking into those bright eyes…
not believing my eyes…
an angel in my arms…?!
I’ve never loved anybody in my entire life the way I love you,
Never even thought that I’d love you that much…
Never ever I have known this kind of love…
Everyday I’m loving you more and more…
from the very moment I saw you,
you tenderly touched my heart and settled it
your laughter is what I hear…
your tears is what I can’t bear…
even when I’m blue,
a smile from you brightens my day…
Spending hours looking at your face...
Praying God to grant you a wonderful life…
And May life treat you right…

Fouz HabjouQa..

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Well, this is dedicated to my sweetest loveliest little niece "MonMon"! ♥♥♥

Rememorizin' .... >> "Japanese" XD!

2009-04-10T01:01:00.001+03:00

I guess it's time to "Rememorize" some Japanese =p
Learning Japanese has been a really nice experience, or "it is" a nice experience =p
But the worst thing is, when you suddenly discover, and realize within 2 seconds, that you've forgotten what you've learnt :S

That's why I'm gonna post this Hiragana-Katakana Chart, to see it everytime I check my blog =p

An Imaginary Life..

2009-03-27T22:40:00.001+03:00

かわいいです！

2009-03-21T16:53:00.001+02:00

Aww! How cute ^_^ !

Learn Japanese: Mary had a little lamb in Japanese

Missin' That Home

2009-03-17T22:05:00.002+02:00

It used to be home but it lost its spirit…
It was a place which I called heart… but now with no beats in it…
Four years and I’ve been denying the fact that something has changed…
And it would never ever be the same…
No matter how much I try…
No matter how hard I cry…
All what is left is the thing I feel inside…
Four years and I’ve been pushing the real image away…
Thinking that it might take the pain away…
Longing for that image I lived one day…
Four years and it’s the first time I face reality…
Though I deny it deep inside…
But it’s right here in front of my eyes…
This is no longer home…
It’s a place whose every aspect rushes thousands of memories, feelings, and tears inside…
Everything is in its actual place…
The smell is still there…
Every little thing is tied with a memory…
FOR GOD SAKE!!!
I can’t hold it anymore!!!
I miss you!!!
I DO!!!
I wish I can revive that soul that would scatter its sunshine over that place and turn it into home again!!!
The home where I grew up in…
With the warmth, sweetness and tenderness I was filled up with…
By you granny!
I long to hold you,
to kiss your soft hand one more time…
I miss the sound of your footsteps…
I miss your voice…
I miss you in every feeling the word contain!
I remember the way I used to run to you when you were lying in you bed… and tell you that I’m here,
how I used to jump with joy… knowing that you’re happy for seeing me!
I remember how you used to yell at me whenever I did something wrong…
I miss you nana!!!
I MISS YOU!!!
I guess I couldn’t hold the idea of you not being in the same place where you used to be…
Four years and I’ve been forcing myself not to come here!
But I guess this is gonna be my last visit here…

This one is dedicated to my beloved Nana ♥...
May Allah Rest her Soul in Peace =’(
(8-April-2004)

Fouz HabjouQa
10-April-2008

Al-Ghad

2009-03-15T22:33:00.001+02:00

The 12th Japanese Speech Contest ^-^

2009-03-09T21:54:00.001+02:00

7th.March.2009! What a marvelous day!
Literally it was a day to Remember!

I participated in the Haiku (a short Japanese poem) section. Being a part of this Japanese Contest was an amazing experience! Choosing the Haiku, understand it, analyize it, and presenting the chosen Haiku in Japanese, Arabic and English.

I was a bit stressed, but when I stood there, fully prepared, infront of all those audiences, was just amazing! Right after that I was pretty sure that I'm gonna win! Because I know that I worked real hard in this contest. AndI felt that I DO deserve to win! When they started calling the winners names, I was just waiting for my name. The secong place winner "Fouz Habjouqa San"!!!! Was like "WOOOOW"!!

In the end, a heartfelt thank you to both, Tymoor Hamdokh sensei and Kikuchi Sensei, my Japanese teachers, who helped along the way in the contest.

2009-02-20T23:05:00.001+02:00

My 1st Japanese Contest *^^*
I'm pretty excited! But a bit anxious!
Inshallah 1st of all I'm gonna introduce myself in Japanese. Then recite the Haiku 2 times in Japanese. And the English and Arabic translation of the Haiku. After that, to say the English and Arabic presentation of the Haiku analysis.

2009-02-05T13:36:00.001+02:00

My first post XD!

"A day of rain;
Somebody passes my gate
With irises."

雨の日や　門さげて行く　杜若　　信徳／shintoku

It's my very favorite Japanese Haiku. It kinda describes our lives. How we think that our blue days are endless. And that we'll never get over them. But, Allah sends us those great people, who give us a helping hand, get us outta our troubles, and draw a big smile on our faces.
They come into our lives, change it, and color it into a beautiful happiness.
I dedicate this blog to all those great people who stood by me when I needed a help the most.
And I'm more grateful to Allah for blessing me with those people.