أستغفر الله

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQzA9cB6Sis
أستغفر الله من ذنب يؤرقني
ويطرد النوم عن عيني ويحزنني
أستغفر الله من ذنب يؤرقني
ويطرد النوم عن عيني ويحزنني
أستغفر الله كيف الرب أعصيه
ونعمة منه في الإكرام تغمرني
ونعمة منه في الإكرام تغمرني
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عين أرى كل شيء فيه معتبر
في آية ذرة فيها تحاورني
تقول من خلق الأشياء من عدم
ورتب الكون والأجرام من زمن
بث النجوم فلا يحصى لها عدد
أجرى لها الفلك الدوار في سند
أزجى الكواكب بينها لها فلك
تدور فيه بغير البطئ والوهن
تدور فيه بغير البطئ والوهن
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بث المجرات في بحر الفضاء فما
تنفك دائرة من غير ما وسن
أجابها بلسان الحال في دهش
رب السماوات ذو الإحسان والمنن
أستغفر الله من قول بلا عمل
وطاعة جرت الأقدام للعفن
أتوب لله من ذنبي وأسأله
حسن الختام بأن ألقاه في عدن
حسن الختام بأن ألقاه في عدن
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أستغفر الله من قول بلا عمل
وطاعة جرت الأقدام للعفن
أتوب لله من ذنبي وأسأله
حسن الختام بأن ألقاه في عدن
حسن الختام بأن ألقاه في عدن

iHate (I)

iHate it when life forces us to miss those we love the most!
iHate it when I can't be with the ones I love in their time of happiness 'nd sorrow..!
iHate it when I must ignore my feelings!

I Miss My sister! AndI really truly miss my beloved cutest lil nephew (Tabba) and niece (MonMon)! Although that those lil monkeys used to drive me mad! But I Love them ♥! He's around 9 , and she's about 2 years old! they moved to KSA a couple months ago! And I miss them so BAD!! She walks and talks now *Mashallah* ='( I really miss hugging MonMon! And I miss fighting with Tabba ='(

And I miss my best friend and brother Mohammad ='(
He's working in Bahrain.. And I miss seeing him everyday, talk to him and just spend sometime with him ='( !
I miss when he used to make me laugh untill my stomach hurts!
I miss the days he used to teach my Japanese and maths!
I miss when he used to cheer me up when I'm feeling blue..!
I miss his sweet caring way of making sure that I'm fine..
I miss our childhood memories.. when used to run and care about nothing but playing and watching cartoon!

Anyways.. I'm about to burst into tears.. lol..
So.. Hmm..
May Allah bless them and Y5alleely yahom ♥

Whatever (III)

Hmmm.. Well.. Lets see..

I guess this is gonna be a 5abayes post..
Which is one of the 5abayes that keep spinning in my mind every once in a while.. So, u don't have to read this post..

Grrr! Homer Simpson! U worry about nth but Moe's 'nd that bottle of beer =p
lol! anyways..

I sometimes, or, most of the time, wonder about those unanswered questions.. Like, Why did that happen? what would've happen if bla bla bla? or, what if bla bla? u know what I mean.. or maybe you don't know.. but I know! beh!

No seriously..
When you face a problem, any kinda problem.. or you're goin' through an experience, whatever that experience is.. You may wonder why did X do sucha thin'?! or what would've happen if Y did that? why did that happen in 1st place!
All those questions make you confuse..

Then, the next step you start analyzing everythin', by repeatin' the same exact questions over, nd over, 'nd over 'nd over again! and givin' all those possible 'nd impossible answers!

Then, which is the worst part, you start believin' and convincing yourself that those are the right answers for those questions! A clash among the three parties is inevitable! Btw, the three parties are: Questions, answers, and reality.

Well, I told you people that you don't have to read this, but you insisted, so.. it's up to u XD!

And now, tera rera raa! What if, you face two similar things at the same time?! Ya3ni, two packages of unanswered questions at the same time.. aha I'll tell you! there is bound to be a new 'nd a more confusable 'nd inevitable clash! teraaa! Whatta a stupid head-spinning dilemma!

Or, instead of all this trash.. you can hit the pillow 'nd don't give a damn about nth =p

Yallah, go have fun!
Cheers!

"عدد ختمات القرآن"

الفكرة والهدف : 10 مليون ختمة للقرآن الكريم
(سوف يتم احصائهم .. ستجد عداد يتصدر موقع الأستاذ عمرو خالد )
"عدد ختمات القرآن"

المطلوب:

- قم بتحميل البوستر

- اطبعه وانشره ان استطعت

- ارسله بالبريد الالكتروني لكل معـارفك

- انسخ الموضوع هذا في المنتديات ان احببت

- اختم القرآن

- شجع أفراد أسرتك و أصدقائك علي ختم القرآن

وأخيرا

كل واحد فينا يختم القرآن أو يكون متاكد من أن حد من افراده ختم القراءة يتوجه للموقع

www.amrkhaled.net

My Immortal ..

Loads of memories are packed in this song.. memories of those past couple of years!
It's kinda odd. You know, I should feel something like hatred maybe, or some kinda pity.. But whatever.. It's kinda odd, that listening to this song makes me feel something running up my spine..

Anyways.. I just LOVE this song.. Especially the acoustic version..
Btw, this song gets me in the writing mood..


My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

An awakening...

قَالَ رَسُولُ اللهِ صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ : (مَنْ أَصْبَحَ مِنْكُمْ آمِنًا فِي سِرْبِهِ ، مُعَافًى فِي جَسَدِهِ ، عِنْدَهُ قُوتُ يَوْمِهِ ، فَكَأَنَّمَا حِيزَتْ لَهُ الدُّنْيَا(

Just take a look at this Hadith.. Isn’t it so much true

I mean, when we’re happy, healthy ‘nd wealthy, we really don’t realize the importance of those blesses! We take those "Blesses" for granted and totally forget to be at least “grateful”! And we’re concerned and worried about silly stuff!! And while we’re surrounded by those blesses, we don’t realize that there are other people who are sufferin’ from hunger, poverty, and diseases!!

Do we have to – La Sama7 Allah- lose one of those blesses to realize the value of it?!

Blesses...

Around a year ago, I was having one "those" days... We all know that we all have one of those days from time to time... But that was hard for me... I was totally locked with stupid chains! I wasn't really able to move on and get over that hard phase...I've never been like this in my entire life!

El 7amdellah despite of everythin, but am a happy person in general. Even when I go through those kinda hard times, I try to keep the good mood. Ya3ni am not a "drama queen" or something! But that phase wasn't easy... I reached a point were I felt that I was stucked where I was! And I lost that feelin' of bein "Happy"..! But now El 7amdellah, comparing how bad those days were with today, makes me content!

It's a bless el 7amdellah!
I'm grateful for Allah... He sent me those "Beautiful People"!
They're always ready to lend me a shoulder 2 cry on or a listening ear..

They're exactly like my favoriteHaiku..

"A day of rain;
Somebody passes my gate
With irises."


雨の日や　門さげて行く　杜若　　信徳／shintoku

RIP..

Wanna cry out loud !!!

Missin' TURKEY!!!

Summer 2008! The best vacation ever!!! ='(
I wanna relive those dayz!!!!!

Seriously! I'm not in the mood!!

Well, this is gonna be a silly post! and I have no idea what am gonna write!
All I wanna say is that I really dunno what's goin' on here! Everything's so messed up!! I'm not in the mood for anything! I'm not in the mood for anyone!
So please just back off, alright!!
Lol.. nowhere to run and no where to hide, ha?

I ♥ You..

Holding your warm body tight, while you’re sleeping in my arms…
Feeling your heartbeats…
Kissing those rose cheeks…
Looking into those bright eyes…
not believing my eyes…
an angel in my arms…?!
I’ve never loved anybody in my entire life the way I love you,
Never even thought that I’d love you that much…
Never ever I have known this kind of love…
Everyday I’m loving you more and more…
from the very moment I saw you,
you tenderly touched my heart and settled it
your laughter is what I hear…
your tears is what I can’t bear…
even when I’m blue,
a smile from you brightens my day…
Spending hours looking at your face...
Praying God to grant you a wonderful life…
And May life treat you right…

Fouz HabjouQa..


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Well, this is dedicated to my sweetest loveliest little niece "MonMon"! ♥♥♥

Rememorizin' .... >> "Japanese" XD!

I guess it's time to "Rememorize" some Japanese =p
Learning Japanese has been a really nice experience, or "it is" a nice experience =p
But the worst thing is, when you suddenly discover, and realize within 2 seconds, that you've forgotten what you've learnt :S

That's why I'm gonna post this Hiragana-Katakana Chart, to see it everytime I check my blog =p

An Imaginary Life..

かわいいです！

Aww! How cute ^_^ !


Learn Japanese: Mary had a little lamb in Japanese

Missin' That Home

It used to be home but it lost its spirit…
It was a place which I called heart… but now with no beats in it…
Four years and I’ve been denying the fact that something has changed…
And it would never ever be the same…
No matter how much I try…
No matter how hard I cry…
All what is left is the thing I feel inside…
Four years and I’ve been pushing the real image away…
Thinking that it might take the pain away…
Longing for that image I lived one day…
Four years and it’s the first time I face reality…
Though I deny it deep inside…
But it’s right here in front of my eyes…
This is no longer home…
It’s a place whose every aspect rushes thousands of memories, feelings, and tears inside…
Everything is in its actual place…
The smell is still there…
Every little thing is tied with a memory…
FOR GOD SAKE!!!
I can’t hold it anymore!!!
I miss you!!!
I DO!!!
I wish I can revive that soul that would scatter its sunshine over that place and turn it into home again!!!
The home where I grew up in…
With the warmth, sweetness and tenderness I was filled up with…
By you granny!
I long to hold you,
to kiss your soft hand one more time…
I miss the sound of your footsteps…
I miss your voice…
I miss you in every feeling the word contain!
I remember the way I used to run to you when you were lying in you bed… and tell you that I’m here,
how I used to jump with joy… knowing that you’re happy for seeing me!
I remember how you used to yell at me whenever I did something wrong…
I miss you nana!!!
I MISS YOU!!!
I guess I couldn’t hold the idea of you not being in the same place where you used to be…
Four years and I’ve been forcing myself not to come here!
But I guess this is gonna be my last visit here…

This one is dedicated to my beloved Nana ♥...
May Allah Rest her Soul in Peace =’(
(8-April-2004)

Fouz HabjouQa
10-April-2008

Al-Ghad

The 12th Japanese Speech Contest ^-^

7th.March.2009! What a marvelous day!
Literally it was a day to Remember!


I participated in the Haiku (a short Japanese poem) section. Being a part of this Japanese Contest was an amazing experience! Choosing the Haiku, understand it, analyize it, and presenting the chosen Haiku in Japanese, Arabic and English.


I was a bit stressed, but when I stood there, fully prepared, infront of all those audiences, was just amazing! Right after that I was pretty sure that I'm gonna win! Because I know that I worked real hard in this contest. AndI felt that I DO deserve to win! When they started calling the winners names, I was just waiting for my name. The secong place winner "Fouz Habjouqa San"!!!! Was like "WOOOOW"!!


In the end, a heartfelt thank you to both, Tymoor Hamdokh sensei and Kikuchi Sensei, my Japanese teachers, who helped along the way in the contest.

My 1st Japanese Contest *^^*
I'm pretty excited! But a bit anxious!
Inshallah 1st of all I'm gonna introduce myself in Japanese. Then recite the Haiku 2 times in Japanese. And the English and Arabic translation of the Haiku. After that, to say the English and Arabic presentation of the Haiku analysis.

My first post XD!

"A day of rain;
Somebody passes my gate
With irises."

雨の日や　門さげて行く　杜若　　信徳／shintoku

It's my very favorite Japanese Haiku. It kinda describes our lives. How we think that our blue days are endless. And that we'll never get over them. But, Allah sends us those great people, who give us a helping hand, get us outta our troubles, and draw a big smile on our faces.
They come into our lives, change it, and color it into a beautiful happiness.
I dedicate this blog to all those great people who stood by me when I needed a help the most.
And I'm more grateful to Allah for blessing me with those people.